Shitty_Kiddie_Gang_Bang's Xanga

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 23:14:01 GMT

Xanga is stupid,

Livejournal is so much better.

I update it everyday, as opposed to this, which is never updated.

Simple reason, really; it pales in comparion.

This is where you can find me:

http://www.goodbyemichelle.livejournal.com

Alot of the entries are open for the public, but a lot are also under Friends Only

So, I would say this concludes my last entry that will ever touch this pointless website.

++ Am I correct to defend the fist that holds this pen? ++

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 05:14:11 GMT

This Valentine's Day will be me and randy's one year anniversary :: knock on wood ::

I'm tres, tres excited and not hoping I jinxed this at all :: knock on wood ::

Randy got a new job and so far seems to really like it, I'm really proud of him. He's sticking with it.

We've had some really hard times this past year ... but we are making it :: knock on wood :: ( annoying yet? )

I love my boy!

*Self-Proclaimed Saint

A pornographic thought,
A pure immunity
The whisper of a dirty whore,
The time in which you spent on me
Another lifeless blow,
Another worthless attack
No affect for the effect
Nothing for you to ever show
A cloth covered heart, bleeding with insecurity
A sheild against your comical mind,
and nothing means as much you do
I'm not a martyr,
I'm just a saint,
Saint Pornographic Thought,
Of everything you thought to know.
Ignorance is bliss,
even the ignorant are arrogant
Nothing is safe anymore,
The king of nothing reigns today,
To bring down yet another reign of invisible terror,
Cheers!
Worship the dirty, scabbed feet of the self-proclaimed prophet
Yeah ... I'm talking about you.
You're dirt eyes filled with needy thoughts of thoughlessness
Nothing mattered
As long as it suited you
Here's your crown of filth,
I agree ...
... It suites you

Hello, my name is victim

Whisper loudly for an accidental confrontation,
For your own enjoyment,
For your own torture
Cheer from backstage, only to be unnoticed [[ unless by the other faceless masks ]]
For your own pleasure,
For your own self-image

A diamond encrusted hatred, spread from those not worthy,
"You don't know me",
I know what I see
An apologetic sound makes no difference to the deaf,
I tried,
I failed,
I no longer care
Selfish charity from the self acclaimed god
I couldn't bow,
I forgot to when my knees were blown out
Hello, my name is 'Victim'
Laugh, victim, laugh for all your comfortable pain
Lie, victim, lie
It doesn't hurt me, or make me worship
I am merely a vessel for the broken vessel
I didn't mean to make you so fragile
You are the only one
The only one, among everyone else
Tainted fragility is god's lovely plaything

A Wanted Whisper

Words shifted beautifully in sequential chaos
A day bleak and with unrequited pettiness
Only to be abolished by your unexpected glamour
Insight is but the key to existence,
And knowing one has sparked that solidifies immortality
You are only immortal to the dying,
And held so highly in a plain of those who try
Punctuation merely delayed the delight
But the Finish, I knew was coming
A bittersweet knowledge in seeing the end,
A finished task, only to strive for the new
Will I ever compare again?
Only the immortal can know,
And only you are immortal

Friday, December 23, 2005

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 07:19:39 GMT

People are stupid, vapid, narcistic sadists inside a shell of shallow attempts of self worship [that need] to get [[over]] themselves ...

.... That is all ....

Monday, December 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 05:27:06 GMT

I have a new layout ...

I want comments! Do you like it? Yes, no, I don't give a shit [ hopefully not the latter ]

Randy gave me a promise ring! It's beautiful, and what he said to me was beautiful and I love it and I love him.

That is all ...

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 16:48:17 GMT

pictures. Only a few, i'm too lazy to do more.

Suck it up, shits.

Lurve ...

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 03:24:12 GMT

¢¾ ¢¾ ¢¾ Happy Thanksgiving !! ¢¾ ¢¾ ¢¾

Yes, I said Happy thanksgiving. Today we [[ Rhandi, Carl, Hugo, and Moi ]] All went to Phil And Marissa's house.

Twas fun.

Aside from the perpetual gun shots that came our way. That kinda hurt. Oh well, twas fun.

I won in the biggest welt contest because of it. :D After some fine dining and WWIII, we headed over to Hugo's house where we video taped us playing "bull" and "crack the egg" on the trampoline.

It was hilarious aside from the bruises, scrapes, cuts, and broken jewerly. It was so worth it.

After that, we headed over to Carl's where we all recorded some songs, played some riffs and ate all of Carl's food. And what yummy food it was,

Then, Last but not least ... B & N to listen to some music and sit on our asses. They were out of the anime Hellsing!! Grr Damn wankers. Anyways ... I have two pictures ... I have a lot more, but my lazy ass refuses to upload them onto the computer. Sorry kids.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 20:08:43 GMT

New Layout, it makes me happy.

I am so incredibly bored right now.

I am in concurance ( heh, heh ) with hugo ... we should all die ... just for a week. I just want to sleep. The company of others ... it induces claustaphobia. I'm a people claustaphobic.

Just so this entry isn't entirely pointless to the literate ... i'm posting a poem;

Two Decisions You Won't Understand

Tires tread on the borderless road
Time fleets by as the casual walker strides
My mind escapes, once more for the morning run
Only to return to me when my eyes turn to sleep
The friends are fiends with the most beautiful wings
And their words of advice only walk through my heart
A heart is a mind with more blood
The blood that could make the world of difference
I know what I should do, but I don't know what I could
Would you think me a bad girl?
Or just a bad person?
White powder to cover all of my lies
And a hint of green to show the fake beauty
Throw on the rainbow colored wrist guards to restrain me
And the other wrist holds black leather to show my decision
I have aliens dangling from my ears ... do they make you smile?
My mind is still not at ease,
despite all of my feeble attempts
Situation after situation on the silver screen,
reflects only at the permited hours
Do you understand my thoughts
Should I go slower?
I can't, my mind never sleeps ...
Only when I am asleep
Will my mind ever be free.
It never mattered, I still have two decisions left to make
The should and the could
What would you do?

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 20:11:45 GMT

" Poets

Never

Die "

Monday, November 07, 2005

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 16:54:44 GMT

The Jackal

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 19:48:23 GMT

New Xanga Layout ...

It's spiffy wiffy. And ... it makes me laugh.

No, not really. That was a lie.

I'll come back with a real update later.